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Friday, July 14, 2006
11:04 PM
this is the story of a girl...
[sencya minay.. tinatamad akong gawin un.. pero BAKA gawin ko prin.. hehe.. ;)]
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she was young. too young.
far too young to feel love. but she didn't feel that way.
she thought that what she felt was already love.
and so, she those three words to a boy.
i love you.
but it was a mistake. a huge mistake.
a mistake that broke the boy's heart.
because as soon as she said those three words, the feeling vanished.
and she left. she left him all alone. alone and broken-hearted.
time passed.
she matured. now, she wasn't too young to fall in love.
she met another boy. this time, her feelings for this boy were much deeper.
the boy told her that he also liked her. but he didn't show it.
but still, she believed him. how pathetic.
then, she saw the broken-hearted boy. she remembered how he never hurt her.
she started to like him again. but there was already a new boy.
so she disregarded those feelings. she erased them from her heart.
how pathetic.
the girl fell in love with the boy. the boy fell in love with the girl.
they said those three words to each other.
i love you.
they were happy. but then, the boy changed.
he started ignoring the girl. they spoke with each other less often.
the girl didn't know why. she started to doubt.
then everything went back to normal.
at least, that's what the girl thought.
the boy clearly didn't really love the girl. but the girl refused to believe in such things.
the girl still loved the boy. the boy never really loved the girl.
eventually, the boy left the girl.
traumatized, confused and broken-hearted.
she vowed to never love again. but someone came along. and healed her wounds.
it was the broken-hearted boy. the broken-hearted girl's feelings for the broken-hearted boy started to come back.
time passed.
the broken-hearted girl and the broken-hearted boy spoke with each other.
the broken-hearted boy said something. it made the broken-hearted girl angry.
time passed.
the broken-hearted girl told the broken-hearted boy that everything was fine.
she was no longer mad at him. but the broken-hearted boy continued to avoid her.
the broken-hearted girl hated the broken-hearted boy.
then, someone came along. someone unexpected.
someone who had never fallen in love. yes, another boy.
this boy was different. he was not the type who would spend time with a girl that he liked.
yes, WAS.
time passed.
the girl was no longer broken-hearted.
she was happy. the boy was happy.
they were happy.
but did they love each other? they didn't know.
they didn't dare discuss such topics.
the girl wanted to fall in love. she wanted to fall in love with the boy.
but there was a problem.
she had forgotten how to fall in love.
although she knew that her heart was no longer broken, it seemed that she was afraid.
afraid to get hurt again. afraid to trust another boy with her heart.
afraid that she might be wrong again.
she still had feelings. she felt anger, joy, melancholy and the like.
oh yes, she felt those feelings.
but her heart didn't.
her heart had stopped feeling.
before, it was bursting with emotions.
now, it was as if it stopped beating.
a different kind of fear emerges.
she's afraid that she might hurt the boy.
she's sfraid that she'll never fall in love with him.
she's afraid that he might have to go through what she did.
the joy. the bliss. the pain. the torture. the goodbye.
one day, the girl spoke with a boy.
he was just a friend. they talked about feelings. about love.
the girl became more confused.
the girl and the boy always spent time with each other.
they were happy. they had no problems with each other.
but they weren't in love.
not yet.
someone told the girl a secret. something that made her even happier.
but it also made her more confused.
she keeps on asking herself.
how do i fall in love?
then, one day. she starts to feel a familiar feeling.
like someone pinched her heart. it was starting to feel again.
although most of it was still numb.
she tried to understand what she was feeling.
was it love?
perhaps. but it wasn't LOVE.
it was just love.
no not even love.
just..."l".
the girl still needed time.
and the boy gave her time.
time passed.
the girl still needs time.
and the boy is still giving her time.
time does not exist.
existence is temporary.
but love isn't.
love transcends through time.
time does not exist.
[and so on...]
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nakanaman da post of mine!! haha..
la lng.. may mga napuntahan kasi akong mga blog na tlgang may theme ung mga post nila..
kumbaga story tlga..
sinubukan ko lng.. hehe.. :)
...the end...
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