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Saturday, May 27, 2006
8:04 AM
haay... :)
ayan nnman title ng post ko.. hehe..
ala lng... lam nio ba...
ala lng.. haha..
masaya ako... unti-unting nagmomove on... actually, sabi nila... sa lagay ko... mabilis na nga 'to eh...
sa bagay... a little over a week plang... pero prang ang tagal na...
pero aun... naninibago ako sa feeling... ng single... haha!!
prang feeling ko prin dpat ndi ako masyadong makipagkulitan sa mga lalake kasi nga aun...
pero ndi na eh... bahala na akos a buhay ko... walang ng jowa.. haha!!
aus na un sa akin... tanggap ko na...
isa lng nman ang gusto ko eh...
gusto ko lng sana mlaman kung bakit... may karapatan nman akong malaman eh...
pero aun... SANA lng nman...
kung ndi ko man malalaman... hmm... madaya... pero... life's not fair... kaya... wala akong
magagawa...
at least... hmm... hehe... sekretong malupit... ndi ko nlang itutuloi... baka kasi...
haha.. wala!!
un lng.. bye bye!! >:D
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Monday, May 22, 2006
4:35 PM
haay... :)
kahapon.. binisita nmin c gio.. ang kyut kyut nia..
ala lng..
14 hrs.. asteeg.. kung sakaling ndi bibilangin ung mga wait lng, mmya nlang...
baka mga 12 hrs..
as the songs played, i felt like i was in a movie...
and yet.. there was another movie playing in my mind...
then... i cried.
People say that if you love somebody hard enough, everything will work out. People are WRONG.
~ i firmly believe in that...
i really enjoyed the seminar today...
i 'm actually looking forward to it... :)
asteeg c ate..
basta... :-X
nga pla... tomorrow will be nothing but an ordinary day...
haha! la lng... kung tutuusin, ndi ko nga maaalala kung ndi binanggit sa akin ni ate na 22 ngaun eh..
aun lng...
haay... :)
miss ko na c *toot*! ;)
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
8:42 PM
bapo-apo-po-o
tis the name of our new group...
you may call us B.A.P.O. for short... haha..
i present to you.. the members:
B.apo - jhon
A.po - audrey
P.o - jessa
O. - me!
haha.. we are planning a special presentation for our dear "lolo" a.k.a. bapo..
:)
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8:24 PM
i am MASTER JEDI! ;)
grabe.. napakasaya ng araw ko ngaun.. haha.. :D
buong araw, dun kmi sa bahay ni bapo..
ako, jessa, jhon.. mas m,aaga nga lng umuwi c jessa..
kmi ni jhon, hanggang 7 dun..
oober saya! :)
laro ng ps2, nood ng mga kung anu-ano.. haha!
re-string ng gitara.. usap ng medyo senti..
haay.. grabe.. ngaun ko lng na-discover...
ang saya pumatay!! haha.. ung sa star wars.. :)
aun.. binansagan ako nila jhon ng "master jedi".. :D
sabi nila, baka raw master jedi ako sa isang parallel universe..wahahahaha!!
oober saya.. gusto kong maglaro ulit nun!! :D
di bale.. babalik ako kayna bapo.. para lang dun! wahahaha!! >:D
joke.. :)
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simula dun sa poste sa kanto... 1862 steps.. hula ni jhon 1600.. naging 1800.. walang tumama.. haha.. :D
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last set ng paglalaro ng star wars..
12 ~ 2
hulaan nia nlang kung cno 12.. >:D
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hahaha.. la lng..
sencya na kau ah.. oober saya lng tlga kc ng araw na 'to eh!!
as in todo enjoy lng!! wala ng iba.. :)
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thank You Lord.. :)
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Friday, May 19, 2006
8:56 PM
my healer. :)
i want to thank the people who have been very concerned and supportive.
i love you all. so much.
i'm feeling much better.
because of "my healer".
as soon as i was able to speak with my healer, i felt much better.
as if the weight on my chest was lifted.
my healer is also my most trusted person.
my healer is, well kinda like my bestfriend.
i only realized it today.
my dear healer, thank you so much.
i thought he was the best thing that ever happened to me.
i was wrong.
YOU are the best thing in my life. este, person. :)
you've always been there for me. good or bad.
and you've always been very patient with me.
you're the only person whom i can speak with and fully express myself.
i don't keep any secrets from you.
my healer, i was going to tell you something..
but for some reason, i just couldn't say it.
maybe it was because it was too soon..
and i'm not yet sure how i mean it.
rest assured, i really mean it.
i may not know how, but i do.
my healer, i love you.
without you, i would be a depressed wreck.
thank you so much.
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maybe all of this happened because the Lord thought that it was about time that i realized who really cares for me.
who truly values me.
and that's my healer. :)
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singit ko lng, ndi ko tatanggalin ung "kapitbahay" sa nicknames ko kasi kinokonsider ko prin un na isa sa mga nicknames ko.
la lng.
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ndi mo tinupad promise mo.
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buti nlang andyan cla para sa akin.
lalo na.. "cya". ;)
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10:03 AM
first day.. fuck.
ito ang unang araw na wala ka na.
putangina.. wala na tlga.
ndi ko parin matanggap.. parang.. haay. ewan.
ang sakit. ndi na tumitibok puso ko. ndi na ako humihinga.
ndi na ako ngumingiti ng tunay.
putangina tlga. sana.. sana may pumatay na sa akin. maaksidente ako. kahit ano.. basta. gusto ko makoma.
humiga ako, mlapit na mag-12. o past 12 na ata. nakatulog ako. past 1.
nanaginip ako ng napakapangit. napakasakit.
nagising ako ng mga 3.
dahil sa panaginip na un, naisip ko. baka nman. panaginip lng din ung mga iniyakan ko knina.
pero.. ndi eh. nangyari tlga un.
naiyak nanaman ako.
nakatulog ako. past 4.
ginising ako ni ninang. ng mga 6:30.
npaisip ako.. bkit kaya? friday nman nagun.
tpos. bday pla ni lolo. may misa para sa kanya. oo. PATAY na cya.
ganda nga eh.
may 15. aus na.
16. aus.
17. aus. may bago akong pinsan. nanganak na c tita malou.
18. wala na.
19. unang araw na wala na cya. bday ni lolo.
lolo, bkit po 'to nangyari?
why God? why this fate?
sana.. matamaan ako ng ligaw na bala.
so this is what they call an emotional shutdown.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
11:35 PM
JHZDGSNCMHRAFXGWJOEMHRJYNGXMHFTGCIJHJH
IT'S OFFICIAL.
IT'S OVER.
PUTANG INAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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11:20 PM
=:::(
i am so sorry. i really am.
fuck.
it hurts. it really does.
damn.
so this is how it feels... to have your heart broken.
shit.
and so the saying goes: I WANT TO DIE.
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
12:51 PM
wooh!
haay... finally...
nakakahinga na ako..
nakakangiti na ng tunay..
ndi na nag-iisip ng kung anu-ano..
masaya ako.
sobra..
ang saya-saya ko kagabi..
naayos na TLGA lahat..
salamat jessa..
salamat sau.. :)
salamat Panginoon.. :)
maraming salamat.
:)
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Monday, May 15, 2006
1:15 PM
assorted
"Best Actress in a Male Role"
--- ASL...Please.
"The Letter"
--- *sigh*
--- happy birthday.
"T.A.H.O."
--- bday bash ni lems
--- gateway
--- timezone
--- reincarnation
"Pantastic Perya"
--- CMT production
--- original
--- :)
"I have got to stop overthinking."
--- yes? no?
--- me? her?
--- :)? :(?
happy birthday bam.
damn. i can't take this anymore.
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
1:09 PM
"."
may 2..
ndi ko maalala.
may 3..
biglang nagparamdam.
kaso.. aun.. sandali lng..
ndi na naulit.
may 4..
performance ulit.
masaya.. excerpt ng "asl...please".
"kung gusto mong maging in."
may 5..
hapi burtdei rens!
sinimulan na ung final showcase.
may mga nakakainis na composer..
may 6..
punta sa bahay ni bam. nadaanan ko ung bahay ni clouds..
nag-compose kmi.. kasama na rin c kuia rixx...
buti pa kami. basta.. at least ndi kami katulad nung ibang walang hiyang composer dyan.
may 7..
ngaun. wala..
wala akong makwekwento.
boring. antok. haay.
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lapit na bday nia.
la lng.
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Monday, May 01, 2006
9:36 PM
astig.
okie.
kasi ganito un..
ang haba na ng post ko.. tpos.. nagloko ung firefox...
*!&^#!*(^$%&*%^(&!%&^*(!!!!!!!!
kaya aun.. tinatamad na akong ulitin..
basically:
binisita nmin c bapo.. kahapon nd today..
masaya kasama c alain... masaya pagtripan c doongkee...
masarap makipagkwentuhan kay clouds.. pati kay jessa...
pati kay.... someone na sobrang astig at bait... dba jessa? ;)
nakakatuwa mag-lrt... nakakatuwa iinterview c bapo...
ang saya mag-dota... napatay ko c alain!!! >:D pati c karl!! >:D
ang saya uminom ng beer... kahit nahihilo ka na.. ndi na makatayo ng tuwid... tpos.. aalis ka pa sa susunod na araw para bumisita ng isang kaibigan na nasa ospital... at ang kainuman mo pa ay ang mag ka-choir mo!..
napakabaliw tlga nmin ni jessa... sobrang mahiyain pla ako...
hay nakupoh... ndi ko na maicp ung iba kong na-type na..
badtrip nman kasi eh.. niwei..
nagiging aus na ako...
astig tlga kasi eh.. ang bait bait.. :)
masaya ba ako? hmm...
i think so...
pero may parte ko prin na malungkot...
pero ewan.. basta... astig tlga.. :)
salamat po Panginoon... :)
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