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Saturday, August 26, 2006
10:34 AM
update.. yey!!
magtatagalog muna ako..
buwan ngaun ng ating wika..
pati cellphone ko.. tagalog.. aus..
dong dong.. waray waray..
3rd place..
aus.. salamat po ng mrami Panginoon..
salamat din klasmeyts.. :)
kay rami ko sanang gustong ilagay rito..
lalo na kagabi... ang dami ko nang naicp..
kaso.. nakalimutan ko na lahat un..
kaya.. hmm.. bahala na kung anong maicp ko na isama sa post na 'to..
pagkagising ko kaninang umaga, nag-usap Kami..
doon sa kwarto.. Kming dalwa lng..
<"el-bogi".. san ko un napulot? haha..>
tpos.. ang dami kong cnabi sa Kanya..
ala lng.. tlgang lagi Cyang andyan para sa akin..
naicp ko nga rin.. tuwing mas napapalapit ako sa Knya..
la lng.. may mabuting nangyayari..
ang galing Niya tlga.. :)
edi aun nga.. may mabuting nangyari..
masaya ako..
tpos.. may mga nalaman nanaman ako..
nakalulungkot ba?
medyo.. cguro..
pero aun.. pabayaan nlang un..
kung ganun tlga.. ganun tlga..
magagalit ba ako sa nalaman ko?
ndi.. ayoko na magalit.. sawa na ako sa pagiging galit..
at kung ikakagalit ko un.. wala ring mangyayari..
tpos na un eh.. kaya.. hapi nlang.. :)
tsaka andyan nman Cya eh.. :D
aun! may naalala na ako..
nagbati na kmi ni jp... :)
haha.. ndi rin nia ako natiis.. 5 araw lng kmi nag-away.. :D
haay.. aun.. isa pang rason kung bkit yoko na magalit..
kakapagod mang-irap sa kania eh..
wahaha.. ambad ko.. >:)
tpos may naalala nanaman ako..
narinig ko na rin kumanta c sir ian!! sa wakas!!
nung practice nung thursday..
aun.. habang nag-aaus cna klasmeyts..
katabi nmin ni migs sa harap..
labas cellphone.. sound recorder...
sir, kanta kau! :)
kanta nman cya ng pamulinawen.. aus..
taga-pangasinan din pla cya.. :D
, sound, recorder>
tpos.. binasa ko ulit ung post na 'to..
eto pa ung mga ingles..
3rd, place, hapi, ambad
taglish.. saang wika ba tlga ang salitang yan?
ingles o tagalog?
malay.. :)
haay.. ayan..
naiintindihan ko na kung bkit nangyari un..
galing Mo po tlga!! :D
haha.. la lng.. natutuwa ako eh.. :)
geh.. hanggang dito lng muna.. :D
babayo0osh!!
naway kayo'y biyayaan ng Panginoon!! :D
:) haha.. joklang... actuali ndi kasi totoo un... haha.. >:) niwei.. pagpasenxayan nio nlang.. haha..>
additional ingles words:
additional, words, typo, niwei
joklang ~ taglish.. :D
geh, babayo0osh na tlga.. :D
...the end...
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
7:49 PM
hmm...
she's been doing a lot of thinking lately.
again, about the fact that she has changed.
you know what? crap.
screw the third person point of view.
it's a really heavy feeling.
it's a really ironic feeling.
i mean, i feel so empty inside, but it's as if i have a million dumbbells in my heart.
argh.
yes, i know what i have to do.
i've always known that.
i just didn't have enough motivation and will to do it.
even until now. that's why i'm gonna have to force myself to do it.
it's for the best.
oh well.
everything has to stop.
everything has to change.
i MUST become my old self again.
*sigh*
i can do this.
God will help me.
*sigh*
i overcomplicate things.
i overanalyze things.
i have to stop.
fuch.
...the end...
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
5:51 PM
?!
[[tagalog mode muna.. maikling update lng nman ito..]]
may topak ata mga magulang ko ngaun..
haha.. joke lng.. ndi nman sa ganun..
pero napaka-mapagbigay nila ngaun..
tuesday ng gabi, cellphone..
knina lng.. watch..
haii..
nakakatuwa nman.. haha!!
la lng.. si mommy, khit dati mhilig kming bilhan nga mga kung anu-anong abubot..
pero aun, ndi nmin masyadong nagagamit..
pero nguan.. ung mga binibigay nila sa akin..
wala lng.. mga magagamit ko tlga..
cellphone.. asteeg.. :)
pero nalungkot din ako.. haha.. 4 na taon na rin kasi sa akin ung dati kong phone.. npamahal na ako dun.. :)
kinakain ko pa nga un eh.. :D
ung watch nman.. tuwang-tuwa ako.. matagal ko na rin kasi gustong ipaayos lahat ng relos [may s ba dpat un?] ko.. kaso alang oras..
tpos aun.. meron na ulit ako!! :)
ndi na ako laging magtatanong kung anong oras na.. :D
hmm.. aun..
sabi ko maikli lng eh..
geh.. babayo0osh!!
God bless.. :)
...the end...
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Monday, August 07, 2006
10:22 PM
damn you.
yup. i definitely hate them.
as i learn more about it.
i loathe them more.
if only i could curse them and emotionally traumatize them.
just like what they did to me.
perhaps i would finally have peace of mind.
i hate "plastics".
but it seems that i have to become one of them just to be humane.
if i didn't control myself, they would have already lost the ability to speak by now.
i do not wish to go into detail.
let them go on with their oh so happy lives.
let them leave me angry, hateful, and bitter.
let them leave me.
for i will also leave them.
'tis better this way.
one tomented soul for the joy of all the others.
they will be smitten for their deceitful ways.
they will experience my pain ten-fold.
and it will be a blissful day for me.
then they will kneel before me, asking for forgiveness.
and i will forgive them.
right after adding insult to injury.
enough ada.
your evil side is starting to emerge.
'tis all their fault.
i hate them.
...the end...
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
10:39 PM
symbolism..
i've been thinking about a lot of things lately.
they're very personal thoughts.
but i just can't keep them inside anymore.
but i also can't just blurt it out and tell everyone.
i guess i'll just have to speak mostly in symbols.
a ruler of properous lands. a person who loyally serves that ruler. the offspring of the servant. the words of the offspring. his words were like a slap in my face, for it was as if he was talking about me. he was telling my story, and he was also talking in symbols.
a false mirror-image. the reflection holds many similarities with the person before the mirror, yet these are just mere imitations. only the person before the mirror holds those true characteristics. unfortunately, 'tis only that person who knows that.
doves yearn to fly, yet some of us tend to "attach" them to ourselves. we cage them. i did that before. a false reflection emerged. i stopped, yet the false reflection remains.
an actor and an actress. they both did a splendid performance. they were indeed able to capture the hearts of the audience. then, they left the stage. they lived their lives. they left the audience. waiting and wanting an encore, yet they will not return. the audience learns this, and so, they leave the theatre and like the actor and the actress, live their own lives.
a dark secret. another false reflection. the will to eradicate the secret. the lingering of the false reflection.
a joker amidst a pack of cards finds another joker. since he is a joker, he toys with the other one. he treats the other one like an ace of spades. the joker eventually convinces the other that she is an ace of spades, but alas, she is not. the joker has been joked. and so, the deceitful joker fled. off to prank the other cards of the deck.
that's enough for now.
oh and by the way [applicable only to {a} certain person/s], i hate you.
...the end...
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
4:37 PM
. . . . . .
i hate the world.
i don't even know why i bother.
no one can be trusted.
damn you.
'''^ O |, >| ) ^ =|
rot in hell.
fuch.
...the end...
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
9:48 PM
. . .!Aa 7[|]5+ +#a ///!77 +[|] 7!Ae . . .
as the song played.
she reminisced.
then, she sang her own song.
the song that told her own story.
how could it be possible that such thoughts that bring great joy and bliss, also bring pain and regret?
regret. that was one thing that she made sure she wouldn't feel.
no regrets. why? all of those events are already in the past.
it would be useless to try to change the past.
because although time does not exist, the past will always be the past.
the present will always be the present. and in a split second, it joins the past.
but she knew that a part of her would always regret her mistakes.
her stupid decisions. her impatience. her words.
her condition is still unclear.
but it seems that she has lost touch with her emotions.
what is love? what is happiness?
it seems that the only emotions that still pierced through her heart were the tormenting ones.
sadness. pain. anger. uncertainty.
she thought everything would be fine.
but now, she can no longer conceal it.
she has changed. she is no longer the person that she was before.
her life has taken its toll on her.
it seemed as if everything that made her happy also brought her melancholy.
ignorance is bliss. 'tis folly to be wise.
...the end...
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