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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
8:38 PM
in the middle of the introduction, disruption came along..
they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder..
when two people who love each other are apart, they start to miss each other.. very much.. sometimes too much..
i used to think that that saying applied to me..
i guess it no longer does..
after more than a week, we saw each other today..
and i must say.. as the days of not seeing him personally passed, our conversations became worse..
i became more and more irritable..
i became irate at the smallest mistakes.. most of the time, they weren't even mistakes..
and yet, he never got mad at me..
i guess the saying applies to him..
last night was my breaking point..
if you know what i mean..
and of course, he tried to convince me to think the contrary.. to do the contrary..
actually, he did.. he did convince me.. but he didn't even need to try.. it was so apparent that what i was doing was against my will..
as i said earlier, we saw each other today..
all throughout the morning, i was planning the "curtain call of our play"..
i even typed into my cellphone the important points of my discourse..
i wanted to make sure he would have as little questions as possible..
anyway, lunchtime came..
i went to our rendezvous.. he wasn't there..
"he stood me up.."
i knew that i deserved it.. after all, i was the one who was ending the play just as it was in the middle of the introduction..
and so, i sulked as my friends ordered their food..
and then, i thought i saw him..
my friend looked out the window.. "it's him!"
so did my other friend.. "it's him!"
my heart started beating so fast..
but it wasn't him..
:'(..
and so i continued my sulking..
i couldn't help it anymore..
so i called him up..
he was on his way..
:)..
and he arrived..
we sat beside each other..
silent.
i wanted to end it..
but i didn't want to..
so i ended up being silent.
we ended up being silent.
veeeeery silent.
he accompanied me to the review center..
*guard disrupts our moment* :-L
we went up one floor.. *ahem* said goodbye.. then i said "i love you.."..
he said "wait a minute, what about our conversation last night?"..
she said "forget about it.. have to go.. bye.. i love you.."..
*he tugs her arm*
*ahem*
all i'm trying to say is that...
absence DOES NOT make the heart grow fonder..
at least for me..
missing someone too much makes me bitchy and invidious..
*sigh* oh well..
i'm just glad that the play hasn't ended..
now where were we? oh yes! in the middle of the introduction..
on with the play!! :)
...the end...
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